This is going to be a rant full of crying and feelings
because I'm emotionally unstable right now.
So I'm a huge Jonas fan. I've been there since 2007,
support them through everything, fighting for them to come to my country, being
in the management of the fans club, etc, etc. I literary grew up with them, and
I'm going to be forever grateful for everything they help me through, even
though they probably don't have idea. They came to my country this year, 2013,
the same year in which they announced their break up. I'm not going to say I
was surprised because I could kinda feel we were going there, but I expected it
to be after the new CD, the one that fans have been waiting for freaking 4
years.
Don't get me wrong, I love them, I always will, but I
don't agree with the way they managed things. What I mean is that the least
they could do was releasing the album, at least on iTunes, so the fans could
buy it and appreciate it. Maybe do a goodbye concert somewhere meaningful, I
don't know, all I know is that this wasn't the correct way.
Why am I writing this now? Well today they released
the album called LiVe for the Team Jonas members, which I am, and I downloaded
it. It includes 10 live songs, and 5 studio version of new songs that would
have been on their V album, and you know what? THE SONGS ARE FUCKING AMAZING. I
swear I can't believe they didn't promote this, GOD it's so freaking good, I
want to punch them right in the face and make them release the whole album. I
don't understand, I guess it was timing, but I can't believe they did this, at
this particular time. There is no need to say that I was like really upset
about the whole break up and it made me think about a lot of things and ask
myself a lot of questions about my life.
For example I realize I am 20 years old. I don't know where
my teen years went, they passed by so quickly and I am now trying to act like
this adult but on the inside I still think and feel like a 16-year-old and I'm
trapped there, between I-don't-know-what-the-fuck-to-do-with-my-life and
I-only-want-to-be-on-the-internet-all-day-long and now I've got this new job, a very
important one may I add, and I'm freaking scared, UGH AND I'M THINKING ALL OF
THIS BECAUSE THE JONAS BROTHERS FUCKING BROKE UP.
Anyway, in case you didn't notice, I'm in like this
age crisis, and yeah. Hope I'm not the only one, and if you are going through
the same, talk to me pleaseeeeeeee, I need someone who understand me
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